Limbo

Looked up the word in the online dictionary ......here it is

2. A region or condition of oblivion or neglect: Management kept her promotion in limbo for months.
3. A state or place of confinement.
4. An intermediate place or state.

Oh, what was #1 you might ask. And I might tell it was some blabity bla bla about the roman church and souls or what-not. Completely so way far off the map that i chose to not include it. But if it bugs you so much look it up your own damn self! :)

I think i was in in the #2 limbo for 9 years and then felt like i was in the #3 limbo for 3 years. But can one actually be confined without chains? Was i not choosing to stay and then "calling" it confinement so I could feel sorry for poor little ole me and my trubble wubbles. (Nat you know I can't sit on the inside because i'll be TRAPPED)

Im in #4 now. I like that definition. I choose to own it. Intermediate - akin to a stepping stone to beyond. 2005 is gonna be a good year. It'll be hard but it will be good because it will be the year i get outa limbo for good.